Sunday, February 25, 2007

Have you ever gone through a time in your life where you just dont feel like yourself?? You feel like you're trying to be normal, trying to go about things day to day like everything is fine and normail, but really when reach the end of a day, a week, who knows how long, you look back and cant' really say anything about it...just sigh and shake your head at your self and wonder what the heck is going on. I say wonder because really even though it's happening to you, you are completely confused, maybe discouraged, fusterated, and/or surprised by what you realize that you're looking back at.

Do you ever feel that? Or am I just losing it?
I guess that everyone goes through it, but I just feel like it's been happening a lot lately.
I think part of it is that I am bored with things. life? school? this city? myself? which things of the above, and/or what others is it? I am not sure.
**There are approx. 4 more weeks of school until vacation. i can't wait.

1 comment:

B├ęthany said...

hey julia.
i liked talking with you this weekend. it was nice and comfortable...which was good, because i felt uncomfortable most of the weekend, so the conversations i got to have with you and robin and folks like that were like breathing again.

and yeah, i'd say most people feel like that at one point or another. i think eventually you snap out of it. i don't know if the process can be accelerated, or if it is just something that happens.